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o my gosh it's been a very long time since ive updated my blog.

i was too busy keeping up with things or either was too lazy to do so.

the second reason is pretty much the reason why.

boys like girls secret show with breathe carolina was crazyy. waited for 6 hours, d kagetin with someone who i thought was a homeless but it was actually estepe! i crawled up to get on the stage when martin told the crowd to get on the stage on the last song. i thought im gonna die by pushing but i made it! was pretty hopeless cuz i didnt get a pic with martin cuz i had to go home cuz my friend wouldnt be able to catch the bus if we go home late. but after she went to the bus stop, i decided to go back to the venue n when i got back, martin was there signing everyone. too excited, i got a pic n a sign from him. he's creepily cute :D

so school has just started. its been a week n im sooo exhausted. as u all know, im taking 4 PE CLASSES. YES 4! this quarter.. i need it for high school credits, thk u very much. note to myself: if im not getting fit by the end of the quarter, im gonna sue the teacher, yes i will xD.

lots of thing has been going on since the loss of my dear grandpa. i went to blink 182's show a day after. me n akira went there n got acquainted with a traveling french guy.

went to BMTH concert which was amazing cuz i got to meet the band n all (VIP, baby). i was on the way to the venue n suddenly i saw an all-black(black hoodie, black skinny, black hair) n most def, TATTOED figure. i was shocked by oliver sykes as he walked toward n past me by himself. no bodyguards, no no one. my expression was soo ga nyante. i felt like an alay for a minute. i didnt do anything like chase him or scream his name cuz i know that we're gonna meet on th m&g session.

but cuz i was too obsessed, then me n echa trying to search over him n some band members on the shops in front of the venue. once we saw them, i asked oli to take pic with me haha. the concert was great, the meet n greet especially. my goal was just to ask pics n autographs but everyone else was like talking/chatting with them so me n echa were like "dunno wat to do". so to break the silence, we chatted with matt keane instead. i instantly fell in love with matt nicholls cuz he always recognized me with my chelsea shirt (i was wearing one).

it was the last week of the holiday before going back to school. on saturday, me n echa planned to go to downtown from the afternoon to chase down arctic monkeys cuz we're not coming to the show (sold-out). we got there n waited but they didnt come around. echa asked someone from the line n they said that they went outside like an hour ago. pretty hopeless, we went to westlake center instead to eat some cheap-ass mcdonalds. right after that echa wanted to buy some shoes so off we went.

i wanted to buy a hoodie cuz it was pretty cold n windy n i didnt wear my full-length hoodie. instead of buying one, i bought a discounted all time low tshirt from hot topic. i cant resist anything that is sale on hot topic. we went around downtown window-shopping n decided to go back to in front of the showbox to check whether theyre done playing or not. when we got there, turns out that arctic monkeys were not playing yet. they were scheduled to play at 10 pm. few minutes after, some guys offered us some tickets to the show. we couldnt help it to buy so off i ran to the nearest ATM which turns out to be broken, so i ran to the one near westlake. couldnt believe it that we actually got into the show! hahaha!!!

we didnt stay till the end of the hour. we need to go back to auburn cuz there was a surprise party for cyn n kelvin. half-heartedly, we left the venue by taxi cuz we wouldnt make it by bus. we stopped by at aing's to pick her up n then go to gentry together.

that night was actually chaotic. that night i felt like the holidays just started when its actually going to end. i felt great even tho i was a bit pissed cuz i couldnt watch arctic monkeys till the end but overall it was a spontaneoous day.

next concert for me would be the AP Fall Ball Tour with the academy is, mayday parade, you me at six, secret handshake, n set ur goals as the performers.

actually i was planning to to dancerawrdance this coming friday but theres a welcoming party at church that i have to attend to. oh well, there'll be more concerts coming to seattle anyway.

teardrops on my laptop

wednesday 9/9/09

such perfect numbers but unfortunately not so perfect day for me.

i was awake around 1 in the afternoon. ga tau tb2 feeling ga enak ato gmn. bawaannya parno kalo dpt bbm dr bonyok. takut dpt brita yg ga d inginkan. dan akhirnya berita it dateng juga.

gw baru bangun. baru nyalain laptop. lg enak2 dgrin boys like girls. tiba2 stgh 2an, bokap bbm. gw tanya knp?. trs bokap bilang. sblmnya prasaan gw ga enak. jem segini brarti waktu2 subuh d indo. ngapain bokap bbm subuh2. trs bis tu bokap bilang. "michelle.. ur grandpa just passed away at 3.30 am". suddenly gw diem. gw yg "what?.."
gw ga yg kyk lgs histeris yg kayak d film2 sinetron dll dst itu. gw kyk tau, i knew this is going to happen after all. tp waktu ga gw expect bgt. i know yangkung ud tua ud parah sakitnya. tp gw kira gw masi bisa ngeliat dy. at least for the last time.

gw reply k bokap, "im sorry to hear that dad". secara gw ga tau mo ngomong ap. tb2 gw kyk terbungkam 1000 bahasa. ga bs mikir apa2. langsung stop gt dunia. lemot bgt deh gw. after bbman sesaat sm bokap. tb2 nyokap telp. dy kasi kabar itu, trs gw blg gw ud tau dr bokap. gw pas nyokap telp, suara dy kyk yg berusaha d tegar2in gt. tp kayaknya lg ribet ngurusin sana sini jd tar dy blg mo d telp lg.

after nyokap telpon, baru gw berbombay ria. gw masi kyk ga percaya gt yangkung gw dah ga ad. gw dr yg dgrin lagu keras2 lgs gw ganti dgrin yg rada slow-an dikit. gw sediiiihhhhh karena yangkung ud passed away. gw sediiiihh karna gw ga bs d situ pas dy pergi. gw sediiiihh ga bs turut berpartisipasi sama keluarga yg laen gr2 gw jauh d amrik. gw sediiiiih gw ga bs balik karena skola seminggu lg plus tiket pswt mahal banget.

seharian ini ud ga tau gw nangis brp kali n brp lama. kalo lg keingetan, pasti tiba2 nangis. trkhr gw ngomong sm yangkung pas sblm dy mo operasi buat ususnya which is like a few weeks ago i think. suaranya lemaah sblm dy mo operasi it. gw trakhir ktemu dy jg pas farewell gw sblm cabut k sini. tp kpn it smpt skype-an jg sih. tp itu uda laaaama gt sih. sampe skrg gw nulis ini post, gw masi sedih ngingetnya. mata gw dah kering smua kali ini beleknya.

tadi jg nyokap telp lg buat gw ngomong sm yangti n tante gw. gw sedih lagi pas ngomong sm mreka. soalnya mreka kan yg paling deket sm yangkung secara yangti istrinya trs tante gw yg ini tu yg paling bontot d keluarga. pas ngomong sm yangti gw sedih soalnya dy blg katanya yangkung tu sayang bgt sm gw, dy pengen bisa ngunjungin k amrik k tmpt gw. gmn gw ga nangis dgrnya omg. trs pas sm tante gw jg sedih, soalnya dy yg masi sesenggukan gt. i can hardly dgr dy ngomong ap. dy bilang tar d rumah sepi ga ad yg nungguin lagi. emg sih dgn ketidak adannya yangkung, pasti rmh cawang jd lebih sepi. ga ad yg ngurusin tanemannya lg. ga ad yg sibuk ngurusin amwaynya juga.

gw sampe detik ini masi rada ga percaya kalo dy dah ga ad d dunia ini. gw inget dulu pas jaman2 gw masi sm bepe, gw kan mao k MU cafe buat ntn match ap lupa yg intinya tar gw mo ntn midnite sm bepe tp yg akhirnya malah jadi gatot. gw inget dulu yangkung yg kyk ga kasi gt tp suruh buat balik aj. gw yg kyk maksa2 mohon2 gt k dy tp gw ttp ga kasih. dulu gw sempet sebel sm yangkung gr2 it. tp skrg gw jadi kangen gara2nya.

pas masi kecil, kyk sekitaran SD gt, gw suka d ajak k kondangan sm yangkung yangti kalo lg nginep plus malem minggu gt. pasti suka heboh deh kalo mo k kondangan soalna tunggu2an lah, yangkung belum siap lah, apalah, itulah, heboh pokoknya. giliran pas ud nyampe d tmptnya pasti lgs mencar gr2 nyari makan haha.

kangen gw sm masa2 dulu. pas gw masi kecil blm ngerti ap2. skrg makin gede makin banyak aj tantangan. gw kangen masa-masa dulu as a family qta suka kumpul2 bareng2. makan d luar ato ga makan d cawang. biasanya kalo makan d cawang pasti pesen sate mpe brapa puluh tusuk scr pasti habis sm gw. trus pas kawinannya om ucok, qta seluruh keluarga besar ad tuh d jogja. rame abis tapi gila. suddenly i miss home.

skrg yg ud terjadi ga bs d apa2in lg. yangkung pergi jg buat kebaikan dy drpd dy suffering trs d sini. skrg dy dah damai d sisi Tuhan, ud ga ad beban lg, ud aman. gw bersyukur cuz God has always been with him when he's in his critical moment. thank U so much for Ur blessing n protection over him. thx God for giving him 69 years to live his life. now he's back with U. i just can say pls look after him, we all love him and miss him very much. we will always pray for him. i know even tho physically he's gone, but he still lives in our heart n i believe that. i pray for our big family to be strong n brave for the future. thx for uniting us, pls dont let us be in our sorrow for the whole time. i believe yangkung jg ga mau liat anak2nya sedih trs.

so at the moment as i write this, kayaknya d jak lg pd siap2 buat funeral n sbagainya deh. td gw bbm nyokap n she said that mreka dah d rmh yangkung already. katanya byk tamu yg dtg. iya la ya scr yangkung pensiunannya TNI - AL. behh pasti byk yg dtg ngelayat deh. plus temen2 amwaynya kan byk jd ya makin lagi. gw td nanya nyokap gw balik ga, n dy blg ga usa soalna ud telat juga. gw sedih jg sih ga bs liat yangkung buat yg trkhr kalinya. but nyokap td send pics of him. dy dah d clean up ud d petinya gt pake baju yg kyk jendral ato ap gt. he looks nice there n he smiles in his sleep. must be peaceful i must say. yangkung bakalan d kubur jumat sore kt nyokap. i wish all of our family members the best of luck n to be the bravest when they face this.

i love yangkung. always have, always will. he's a tough guy, but he's super caring. i promise i will make him proud. i need to move on. yangkung must be happy now. he's with God already. God bless him and our family abundantly. i miss home but i should stay. it's been 14 hours since he's away n i already miss him so bad. no matter what he will always be in our heart, in my heart especially. we love you.

R.I.P Sutedjo Purwosumarto
(sept 12, 1940 - sept 10, 2009)

campur-campur

omgg uda lama bgt ini gw ga blog ckckck. dr kmrn mo blog2 tp ga jd2. skrg deh baru jadi.

summer blkgan jd bosen ne gr2 smua org pd cabut, majority pd balik trs si cyn tb2 k calif sm winny n dax. yg tersisa d auburn cmn gw sm echa. sm tin2 kmrn jg br balik sih dr CA tp ttp ajeee., populasi plg menyedihkan.

roommate gw yg org korea yg cowo akhirnya td dah move-out. sblm move-out gw kyk seharian gt sm dy. dr ribet ngurusin payment, ke bank, bikin money order, sm byr rent. trs hari sblmnya soal comcast jg. ya mayan ya sbg goodbye gt.

now im staying over at tante yani's place for a night. i got my titipan already from home. whoa banyak ajeee, pas td gw buka srasa dah natal gt hahaha. damn i miss home. i MUST go home this christmas cuz i cant go home next summer due to the classes that im taking are not yet finished. so i should stay till summer to get the max credits from GRCC n will transfer right away from here. i gotta take the max credits cuz im planning to transfer to SDSU (san diego state univ). it requires 90 transferrable credits n i currently only have like 35 cuz im taking high school classes as well. i hope i could get in to SDSU. i will be applying to SDSU n georgia state. hope i'll get in to either one of em.


anyhow..

BREAKING NEWS!!

EARTHQUAKE! IN JAKARTA DAN SEKITAR!

7.3 skala richter. pusatnya dr tasik trs d jak heboh banget gt. gw lg ntn princess protection program eh tmn gw manggil dr msn blg katanya ad gempa. bbrp detik kmudian fb lgs status2nya ttg gempa2 haha buseett cepet aaje. langsung gw bk mivo.tv buat metro tv trs gw bbmin nyokap jg. dy lg meeting d lante 6 trs buru2 trn naek tangga pake high heels pula.

menurut kata temen2 gw yg merasakan langsung katanya gempa ini lbh kenceng drpd gempa2 sblmnya. mpe goyang2 gt. katanya smpt potensi tsunami tp dah d cabut sih pernyataannya. sempet d khawatirkan terjadi gempa susulan tp mdh2an sih ga. kerusakan seh d jak yg paling parah paling kaca pecah d hotel atlet century d lante 11nya. parah2 tp buat korban jiwa sih blom ad kabar so far.

gila parah abis ya, masi ad gempa lg hari gini ckck byk2 berdoa deh ya orang2..uda d peringati dr skrg2. earthquake sm gempa jd trending topic di twitter. bnr2 teknologi dehh. mudah2an ga knp2 deh jakarta. ga usa pake acara gempa2an yo olohh

ok ENOUGH about gempa. lanjut ngomongin soal liburan.

besok gw sih balik dr tmpt tante yani kyk sorean gt. besoknya hari kamis mo ke showcasenya echa drpd ga ngapa2in ohoho. plannya sih abs tu mo nginep tmpt dy tp we'll see lah. sabtu neh rencana mo ktemu sm gina d downtown. ud lama ga ktemu hehe jd kangen. scr d sini kgk ad org jg buat d ajak jalan hahaha. labor day weekend ga tau mo ngapain. duuh pengen cpt2 beli tiket AP Fall Ball dehh dr skrg tp bonyok blm ngirim2 duitnyaaa haizzzzz..

di AP fall ball ad the academy is..., mayday parade, u me at six, sm 2 band lg gw lupa sih hahaa., gele fall ini banyak bgt yg mo dtg ckckck. i'll talk more about it on my next post. lg mo update2 berita gempa dulu hehe